Dreaming about using cocaine -.-?

I think you are having this dream because you are feeling empty inside you don't have any emotions. I believe you are looking to get out of the commitment you made to your current girlfriend because you don't want to be responsible for hurting her. Your ambition seems to be gone and it could be because of your break up and the things you never dealt with when you broke up. I don't think you gave yourself time to heal from your previous relationship before moving on to your new one. Its not fair to either one of you because you cant fully give this relationship your all. You know how people use drugs to escape from their situations so they wont have to deal with them that's probably how you feel so that's why you are having these dreams. My suggestion is that you try to live your life and be more lively and energetic because life is short and you are young, you have your whole life ahead of you and you have to know that you will have alot of girlfriends before you find the onethat'ss just right for youthat'ss how you will know when you have the right one. If your heart is not in this current relationship let it go and put your focus on school and leave all drugs alone. They just makes things worse. Good Luck!!!